So this year has been a bitch.
It has been hard and has been very tough. But I have survived it. And I will keep on surviving.
I have been through hell.
I have dealt with things that most people should never deal with. I have lost people that I liked a lot as friends. And I have cried and screamed with a bit of frustration.
But there have been some amazing bits too.
I have met some amazing people. I have built some strong friendships. And I have fallen in love too.
I have grown I think as a person. I have not so much changed, as settled down and evolved a bit. I am making an effort to be a bigger, better, more stable person. Friendlier and more accepting of others and their ways of being.
I have begun to make heads and tails of transitioning. I have started on that journey and I know I have a long way to go yet but I am confident by this time next year I will be in a good place.
So what would I like to do with my new year?
I would like to spend more time with my friends (framily matter) and have some interesting days out with them.
I would like to go on holiday with Sarah, somewhere nice,with historic things so we can picnic.
I would like to complete some armies and play in a mega battle.
I would like to begin to learn to drive.
Get to uni and do Nursing.
So that is my year, at least for now.
Happy New Year!
