Thursday, 7 October 2010

Connections

So yeah.
The bonds between the people we know.

Yesterday/last night whatever you want to call it, I was involved with a massive Facebook operation (yeah thinking of the Cadets again!) involving 500+ notifications over 3 hours.
These people are people that I am linked with for many reasons. It is safe to say I do love them all.

But I have as always been thinking about the links and bonds between others.

One of my best friends is dating someone who I have had issues with, that isn't a lie. Thing is they don't know, it but I bare them no ill will. I bare issues with what they and others said about me.

But it proves that things are hard to sort out.

Bleh.

I wonder about people a lot.
Maybe people do need someone to hate in their lives?
Maybe people need a "Nemesis" someone to fight against and try hard to destroy?

Maybe I fit that role too often.

But part of me wants to sort things out. I don't actually like to be hated. I have spent my life being such. Maybe that is my issue.

Who knows really. :/