First England loses spectacularly .
Then I get home, get to watch it again.
Then the News shows it twice!
I think we all have gotten the idea by know.
England lost.
Anyway today was possibly one of the best I have had in the last two months.
I got to spend it with two of the most amazing people I know. (In fact there are only a few others who are equally as amazing in my life!) We walked, talked and just had a good laugh. Me and Kal both had a little camera war. I like to take strange pictures. :P
Including Kal's Legs ;]
But I haven't felt so relaxed and happy in a good long time. I like to hang out with people in small groups, and I like to be able to talk about nonsense and just have a good laugh. I mean I had a good time with the OMG guys and bowling, but had a massive crash after. But today was different. it was just pure fun. I felt happy to just fit in for a change.
We discussed about the fact that there is a sect, a community alongside the main ones of society. The home of the outcast Outcast. All three of us had similar stories about school. All three of us have been bullied, and in fact often still are. We strangely had similar stories about experiences, difficulties with friends and family, or rather lack of them and lack of understanding by the other. I know a fair few others who have had shite, twisted lives at times.
Yet alone we get broken, beaten and destroyed. We try to change and fit in, we try to make friends and work hard at it. But people tend to push us away and hurt us. Grind us into the dirt. But the people I know, the ones I trust, well those guys are some of the most amazing I know.
A, K, K, J, S, and all the others, you guys need to know, your not alone. I have learnt that I am no longer alone, that I have people I can depend on to help me, I hope you know that I am here for you too.
Always, eternally.
It is funny how a positive can be dragged from a negative....
