So something is coming, I can feel it on the edge of my senses.
And yes... in house joke there ;)
So things are being a bit odd.
Been a creeping feeling, an emotion maybe that I am unsure of creeping over me.
But highlight. Mum started a conversation about gender variance! Weird seeing as last time I talked to her about stuff she was well unpleasant. So fingers crossed that I can try again, coming out that is.
I have been thinking about change, a lot.
Transitioning to female.
Career path.
trying to sort out many things.
And I guess I have reached the point where I want to meet someone, who I can get on with. And hopefully date. I am in a more stable point than I have been in a very long time. So fingers crossed I might be able to meet the right Boy/Girl/Other soon :)
I am also considering something different this summer.... Not saying what just now... I need to be sure of it, it is just a plan, a little shapeless right now. But if I think it will pay off for the better if it does.
That is it for now.
