I guess I did because a fair few others were saying that I should do so. You, know who you are!
Made me realise that my voice is shit. I hate it a lot. Wish I could change it. But it is so hard to maintain anything beyond neutral.
I sound deep and gravelly, rough and rather horrid in my opinion.
*Sigh*
Would voice coaching and HRT effect it much? From what I have gathered, not really.
For the first time in long time, I feel trangsty, and it is over something I can't change. Not easily anyway.
Things can be changed so far, and even with help it makes me wonder how far I am going to actually get.
I don't really know anymore.
Just depressed, and a little irritated about trans crap now.
The one thing that will likely give me away, forever will be my voice. I have tried the voice coaching lessons and other stuff, but my voice doesn't vary much above deep neutral or even monotonous, unless I am very upset.
And I can't walk about in a constant state of hysterics can I? No, not really an option.
Just ooh Fuck it, is how I am feeling right now.
Good mood is gone...
