Actually felt relaxed and mediocre edging happy. Which felt good.
Yesterday I was left alone for most of the day, allowed me to relax, and get my room tidied, I think that has helped with the feeling good to be honest. I was just left to unwind, got a little bit of painting done so all was good in the evening. Oh and watched Doctor Who, the poor Doctor!!! As for Amy... Good bye dear!
Today well for the first time since My Grans wake, we went out for a family meal. To some random place called the Crown Inn, somewhere north of Wigan. Now those that know me, know that my family is normally the cause of a lot of my stress. And apart from still being very much Birth name to my family (Which I guess they still don't know, not fully anyway, waiting till I get referred before broaching the Trans subject again!) I had an rather incredible time. Nice food, nice place and oddly nice company. (Mmmm Steak with salad, followed by strawberries and cream nom nom nom!)
This week I hope to get things set in motion to try and get on to the Degree course in Mental Health Nursing (Ironic I know!), because I feel it is a course that interests me, and I could do well in. People tell me that I am very caring, and I like to try and help people. So maybe it really is a possible career for me :)
Just think in 4 years I could be the nurse assessing young transpeople! How mad would that be?
