Home alone, music on dead loud. Already done most of the house work.
I thought about sitting and painting for most of the day but I just can't be bothered to try. It sucks. Massively.
I guess I just felt like a ramble.
Frustration is setting in. I can't focus on a task for too long. And the bloody space bar isn't working properly!
I guess I need something interesting to happen, something to inspire me to do something, like painting or baking. But it seems so much effort right now.
And it isn't helped by the brightness of the sun. I hate being photosensitive, is bloody awful, means I get a headache for being outside for long. This is starting to make me feel like a prisoner at home, and in my mind!
Yeah, I rant, complain and whine too much.
I keep watching my auction on eBay, I hope that I do win.
I might go play on the Xbox, or the Gamcube, that might alleviate some of the boredom. For awhile at least. It has been almost a week since I spent time with another human being (family don't count). That is bad even for me...
The coffee is gone. Completely gone. Means I can't even pass the time making coffee and drinking it. Why is the Coffee gone? Because I have drank 6 large mugs today already.
Still not sleeping at night, which is quite frankly pissing me off. And then that means that I am feeling distant from myself and anyone else. I keep whining to the GP. But they can't help.
-_-
Just so bored!
