I guess I am seeing how life is beginning to change. They might be changing slowly, but things are starting to change at last.
So why am I thinking about things.
I am thinking about many things to do with the title.
Changing address and other things, making new friends and a fresh start again. One that I feel like I have earned at long last. Been through my hard times, massively difficult and stressing times this year. So of you know the details, but it has been one of the most taxing periods of my life. I feel like I have aged more in the last year then I have done in 21 of the others.
On Paper at least I have begun to transition, I am saving cash up towards getting my facial hair at least lasered off at least. That said also applying for as many jobs as I can with the hope of getting one at least. I would like to earn my money and make use of my time at least. Getting frustrated with having nothing to do.
It has been 18 months since I last saw the Diabetic people, and they have at long last sent me through an appointment, so I guess I will talk to them about any issues that might come up with Transitioning, and get them to follow it up as well as getting the GP to do it. I will get my referral sorted out. Soon.
I guess I really have evolved from the slightly confused and irrational person I was 18 months ago. I am never going to be people perfect, or in fact liked by the majority. But if I choose to get involved with someone who feels the same, it really is none of anyone else's business. If things happen they will happen. I always give my whole and best to who ever I am involved with. So remember it has nothing to do with you, or anyone else, bar me and them.
Change is coming.
