Have you ever wanted to understand the things you feel.
But know you cannot?
That is were I am, stuck in the middle of nothing.
Just not feeling, not knowing and all that jazz.
Argh!
I wish I didn't feel so numb.
It has been two years since my nan passed. Two hard long years, there is a void in my life. So clear around Christmas yet it just seems to effect me. The rest of the family seem to have moved on. I haven't mind, I don't know how to. It is the same with Sarah I just can't seem to move on from it.
Emotions are bloody twisted.
