I am starting to feel like I am becoming a new person.
I guess I should talk about the person I was.
I used to be silent, self absorbed and violent. I also used to be envious and highly aggressive. I used to be a complete lone wolf.
But then a life time of bullying will make you in to a cruel and pragmatic person. How else would you survive. I will admit I have never bullied another, but then again I was isolated and an outcast.
I have learnt to deal with those part of me. Keep them under control.
I also feel that I have been come something a little bit more polite and a bit more capable of handling myself. I have let my more positive things shine though.
I try hard to help those I care about in every way that is possible. I have learnt how to trust other people. I have learnt who the people I can depend on are and who my friends are too.
I have also returned to my original dreams of wanting to help people. To me this means doing nursing. I might try and see what other things I can get over the next year too. But I want to do what I can to make my life better.
I am who I am. And Proud of that fact.
