What the fucking hell does me head want?
Why is it running itself in complex designs?
Fuck, fuck fuck!
Everything is completely complicating itself. And for once I haven't made it so! Well not by action at least. Emotionally I really wish I could understand what I want and stuff. But how can I understand something that I just can't?
This of course is putting strain on my mind. And making me question my own values. Among other things.
There are a few people who I am confused over. Two of them it is no wonder or nothing new about, I have made it pretty clear how I feel about them. Two of them both now how I feel about them but there are issues complicating it. And then there are two others were it is hard to explain. And yeah I know people are going to read this and ask who! But if you know me then you will know I will merely pull a licky face and say that I am not saying :P
Why am I such an Emotional cripple and coward?
That said there is way too much other crap inside my head (seriously the Fragile by NIN....) just discord at present. Maybe I need someone older? Or emotionally able to deal with an emotional cripple? I don't know!
And still no one has said.
Why is a Raven like a writing desk?