Saturday, 18 September 2010

Oh Bollocks.

What the fucking hell does me head want?

Why is it running itself in complex designs?

Fuck, fuck fuck!

Everything is completely complicating itself. And for once I haven't made it so! Well not by action at least. Emotionally I really wish I could understand what I want and stuff. But how can I understand something that I just can't?

This of course is putting strain on my mind. And making me question my own values. Among other things.

There are a few people who I am confused over. Two of them it is no wonder or nothing new about, I have made it pretty clear how I feel about them. Two of them both now how I feel about them but there are issues complicating it. And then there are two others were it is hard to explain. And yeah I know people are going to read this and ask who! But if you know me then you will know I will merely pull a licky face and say that I am not saying :P

Why am I such an Emotional cripple and coward?
That said there is way too much other crap inside my head (seriously the Fragile by NIN....) just discord at present. Maybe I need someone older? Or emotionally able to deal with an emotional cripple? I don't know!

And still no one has said.

Why is a Raven like a writing desk?