Or rather having my body maybe.
I didn't hit puberty till about 16, there seems to be a lack of testosterone in the males in this family. But it is still clear that the effects of T are apparent, mostly because the beard hair grows weirdly and patchy. This makes shaving it difficult. Because the hair grows in different angles and some bits curl all over. So yeah I cut myself nastily this morning. Sigh.
And then to make matters worse, because of this evil sunny weather, and for some cruel twist of fate from being photophobic, my sex drive has gone through the ceiling! And sure enough... that means things have been happening in that area. I have no idea why, but it happens. And I am not exactly small! So argh!
I really do hate being Male bodied at times. Well most of the time, if I am honest. I can't wait till I can begin to transition. I am trying hard to get there and I know I was set back 4 months. But fingers crossed that I can get my first appointment before the inevitable move to Milton Keynes. Fingers crossed for a better future to come for me.
To alter oneself is to find the true person we are.
