This is the next stage in the blogs examining my life as it is.
So I have talked about how I got to this stage in my life over 3 blogs. Now it seems logical to talk about what I want to achieve over the next years.
The first thing I guess is to transition completely to female. I have spent a lot of time thinking this over and will always remain somewhat genderqueerish, but I know in my heart that I need to change this male body to something more to female, what I need it to be. I plan to do this via the NHS, but that might change if it has to and I have the money to go private, in the future.
I am re-enrolling to University. This time to actually follow the original dream, to become a nurse. I used to always want to be a doctor/nurse when I was younger, and as such training to become one actually feels right. I have dabbled and thought about other things but I should pursue my original dream. It feels right and I am sorting out the application as soon as I can, even if if means I have a year to wait till I can start the course. This can only actually be a good thing, gives me chance to begin my transition and to get some practical healthcare experience, either volunteering at a care home or hospital or if I am lucky managing to pick up a job as a healthcare assistant. Or preferably both.
It might just be a dream, but I have always wanted to be a published author. I enjoy the challenge of writing. But I have thought, why not write about what I know? Which for me is Warhammer or 40K. I have read a lot, played a lot of games and to a point been absorbed by the back ground and stories of both game systems. So the fangirl in me says, write a short story and see if the Black Library, Games Workshops publishing wing, will publish it. It might be a dream but I am slowly trying to make it a reality.
I guess I want to learn how to drive. This is something I have put off for a number of years if I am honest. Mainly because Males have to pay an extortionate amount on their insurance under 22, but also because I haven't had the money. But I plan to get my arse in gear and begin to learn, because it for one will give me freedom to travel about, and means that I can see my friends a lot more often too.
There are plenty of challenges a head, but I am going to tackle them one by one. I know that there are things in my past that will affect my future but I will and can do my best to over come them. I am patient and determined to see and make a better life for myself, to improve and evolve beyond the cage of society and even the flesh I am born into, as is the case.
Mutation is merely a word used to describe jealousy over an adaptation.
