So yeah I have been on a massive sexual craving high for the last 6 weeks. Which is at odds with myself. Being something Asexual does seem to be really difficult to handle. Is it any wonder why me and a few of my friends have classed me as Sexually Deviant?
So it is like the physical urge and desire has died off. But there is still a lingering subconscious desire. I have been sleeping a little bit more last few nights. And I have been having very lucid dreams. With someone or rather a multiple of someones. I kind of know them, so it gets a little heated some nights.
It is a confusing thing attraction and desire and I don't pretend to understand it at all. I go with the flow and see what happens. That is part of how I live my life, and why I am not really concerned or bothered about what is happening at present. If I am to move to Milton Keynes, I shall see what happens with the people who invade my dreams. And yes there are more than one who I have been dreaming lucidly of, recently.
Life likes to not make sense I feel at times. But I will do what I can and try to at least make it fun.
