I can't think of a title right now.
But this is the 67th post in this blog so it will do.
I was meant to spend the day in Chesterfield with Sakura, Kallum and Carlisle, but alas my body decided that because of the sunshine I would have a terrible migraine all day instead, still do, but have another hour before I can take more Codamol. Probably should easy up on that stuff mind, has addictive qualities.
So I have been home alone, in my thoughts (and odd mixture of drunken-pain-sickness) And I have been thinking now that I have set my Deed Poll up I need to start looking at the two things that cause me to feel trangsty and coincidently the two things that will affect passing the most. Voice and Body/Facial hair.
Voice.
I am not happy with, I sound harsh and rather manly to monotones most of the time. So I am looking at how I can alter that. Speech therapy is possibly the best bet, or seeing if I can access a voice tutor. I will be asking the psychiatrist at the end of the month if they can make me a referral to a Speech therapist, because money isn't easy to come by when you are on benefits. It has to be possible to do it on the NHS, really doesn't it? It is the one thing that makes me feel depressed really, so I need to do something about it, as soon as I can.
Body/Facial hair.
Okay so few female minded people like being hairy. I am one of the people who having hair makes me feel physically sick at time, I have found a local (23 mins by train and a 10 mins walk) away. http://www.northwestlasers.co.uk/laser-skin-treatments/laser-hair-removal.php
Doesn't look too bad a clinic, but it is going to cost a fortune to have it done. And I may need it done 2 or even three times. So I might be looking at up to £2400... Need to figure a way out to start to get that money as I need to begin to get this step started. Because I can't be a bearded lady.
Question is how does one find the money needed to start to transition? I guess and probably will see if I can get some help. I have written a letter to the Henry Smith Charity, seeing as I am poor kindred and see if they can give me any help and assistance, need to find out what they require as proof of name changed and of course Title change too.
Some times, the simple things in life are the hardest to do.
