I keep getting migraines.
Or I have had the same one all week.
It has made me feel ill, and it is causing me to trangst like a lot.
I feel really off, I had to move quickly last night, because I felt the need to be sick, so I ended up having to run to the nearest place. Luckily I wasn't then.
But maybe it was the stress of lack of sleep, I got worse and ended up being rather ill all morning. Just my luck really.
Anyway, I am beginning to feel very much alone.
I haven't seen the people I get on with in a number of weeks, and it is beginning to grate on my mind and stuff. Doesn't help with two of my best friends being on holiday so I can't even talk to them easily. I don't know.
Everything seemed so good on Sunday, now it has changed, for the worse. Distancing myself maybe? Or maybe a little fear of things that I am unsure of.
Don't really know yet.
To travel in darkness is to travel in mystery and in uncertainty.
