But no matter what the colour of the creature, it is and always will be a bully.
But recently I have bullied off various groups and places I have gone to,to seek help from, or even just friendship.
I hate people. They are scum.
I don't know why I attract so much bullying, I have no idea but it keeps happening to me. I have put up with it from everywhere. But I have been chased away, or abandoned by people too many times.
I can't do this any more.
People keep lying to and hurting me.
Then people wonder why I am so socially weird?
If you bastardise and torment someone, don't you think that over the years you break them? Change them, make them into something horrid.
To be honest I am fucking fed up of it.
All I have ever wanted was fucking friends, but I am constantly learning that people will almost always have a dagger in their hands, welcoming me with one arm, killing me with the other.
Just the story of my life for the past 17 years.
