Hypermania
Mania
Hypomania
Stable
Hyperdepression
Depression
Hypodepression
In the last 36 hours.
I have been in all of them.
I haven't slept.
I am scared.
But more so, I am scared. Someone who is very possible the person I care about the most, is going to go through such a hard time.
And I have become so self-obsessed that I won't be able to help him. I feel so much for him. I care so much for him. he has saved me a few times. In fact many times.
I want to do what I can to help you.
But if I have what I fear I may have, I am not sure if I can?
I feel so small.
But Kallum, no matter what happens, I am here for you. I will do what I can to help you. I promise. Please know that I love you.