An area where most people accept the genitals they have as there gender. Or a space yet unexplored.
To boldly go where most people don't bother or fear too!
Yeah badly made Star Trec reference!
So mum has actually been talking to me more than normal, normally a sign something is wrong. More so when she is talking to me about gender and sexuality. She is finding the concept of alternative genders difficult. I mean she grasped Genderqueer quickly as with Bigenderism, but the concept of genderlessness or Agenderism she is finding hard to deal with.
She is not the only one. I must admit, I have allowed my personality to develop more towards a female one, even more admitted that I have become a tad effeminate over the last few months. So the information is out there, and Mum is slowly adjusting to it. Going to talk about name changing soon. As I would rather have the support than not. Things have changed it seems.
So yeah, I plan to attend Derby Pride next weekend. I have a few acquiescence and some incredible friends in that area. So I am hoping it will be a good time.
I am slowly working on finishing my Inquisitorial army. I have had it for 4 years now. Time it was done, based and varnished. Mind it is small, but still over 100 models, and well over 3000 points in combined total. But I aim to get it fully done by the end of the month. I am doing it stage be stage. It is getting there, it looks more like an army now.
After that I plan to get the Space marine army fully done too. That would be amazing!
Bit by bit things are getting done. And I must come up with a good reason not to get myself some Harlequins. But the idea to paint them like Harly Quinn and the Joker is proving hard to resist!
I have a plan and I think that it is shaping up, My moods are improving step by step. And I am unravelling myself. Soon it will time to shed my old skin and reveal who I am. This could get interesting. And it could be self shattering and dangerous too.
But no danger, then a full potential is not being reached....
