Time Reality And New Stuff

Did you see it?

Time. Seems to rule peoples lives way too much these days. Not enough of it, or it is going too fast. You need to have this done by then etc. I don't understand time. I am not able to fathom or grasp the concept. I mean I understand minutes and hours. But I am talking about the complexity that is time as a whole. It means sod all to me, it confuses me, and irritates me. Those that do read these blogs, and other things I write, should know that I tend not to follow a chronological order. Things don't happen to me as A-B-C they are more like A-#-$-C.

I don't see time as linear I see it as the Doctor said, wibbly wobbly. And that is how my mind works. This brings me to Reality.

Reality. An unusual word. Is it a concept of society? Of Education? Is it a perception of how atoms are physically held in place? Or is it a Lie? Just what we are told. I am saying this because I am thinking about peoples perceptions. How they see each other, and how some can be supportive and complementary while others are malicious bullies. It is no lie I have been through fuck loads of bullying. I have had it since I started school, and I still have it to this day. I guess I have never been "Ordinary," I guess that has always made me a target of sorts. But sometimes I forget that the person I see myself as isn't the person I physically am. At least not yet, in the future maybe. I guess being Transgendered and having a fair few trans mates you see people for who they are not what they physically are. The concept of reality changes.

And now...

The New Stuff.

I hopefully will be changing my name and then getting a passport at the end of the month. This is a big step and important for me (and well for many Trans people) but I think it is the right time to do so now. So at the end of the month, I will be making my Statutory Declaration.

Pride planning is going well, I am enjoying it rather a lot to be honest.

I like being artistic and painting it fun!

I am thinking maybe adding another middle name, I have a few ideas, and I will decided and trial them out soon.

And soon I will see some of the people I love again

Hmm now I just need to get some painting time in....

Oh and have you seen it yet ;)